Wednesday, May 23, 2007
You seem to find the dark
When everything is bright
You look for all that's wrong
Instead of all that's right...

I made Lala angry just now by refusing to...um...accompany her to do something. I was surprised when she snapped back at me. I mean, I didn't do anything wrong, did I?!

When I texted her just now, she said she was still steamed at me. So I guess that's a goodbye to our best-friendship. Oh well. Hai.

I don't know if I should continue being friends with her. I mean, she CAN be a little overbearing by asking me to shut up at times, but still, she's the only good friend I've had so far that I can entrust with secrets and everything without divulging them to others. I can look for a new best friend, but now that I think about it, it's not worth the trouble and the pain building up such a strong friendship, because just one cut and the entire thing will fall to pieces.

Oh yeah, on a brighter note, we had our class' phototaking session. I probably looked hideous, but I won't know until I see the snaps. I also took informal shots with Darshaana, Priya, Farah and Elfira in a group, and the photographer asked me to pose with my hand on my hip, like from "8 Days" Magazine. I tried - with horrible results. The other girls laughed so hard I laughed too, but it wasn't funny for me, I can tell you. Bleah.

Anyway, I also watched the "Chu-Lip" video by Ai Otsuka. She's so chio and gorgeous and pretty! And though the video makes not much sense whatsoever, she's a pleasure to watch, because this is the first time I've seen such a cute girl being silly in a music video!

Also completed the online survey after school. It was pretty boring and I put pretty much "Average" for almost all questions.

No apologies
I never thought you'd be so
Easily deceived...