Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Tell me
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say
"I'm sorry"
Can't you see...
'Cause that's the way I feel, about you and me, baby...

Was reading Dawn Yang's blog about her Fashion Chronicles, so I decided to do one too! Whee!

Anyway, I'd really, really, really love to dress as a Japanese, their clothes are so unique and trend-setting!

Such as these:




The Schoolgirl Look (which I mentioned in a previous post)

Casual Japanese Girls

Aren't they just so chio?! Damn, I wanna dress like them!

But of course, it'd be a direct rip-off if I copied their style exactly, so I could spice it up with:

Ties

Colorful Hairbands




Long Striped Socks

So you've just heard the ravings of a fashion-setter-wannabe!

And now, onto the next topic:

Short-tempered. I KNOW I am. I get annoyed and offended too easily. But lately, it seems like I've been treating Sky very differently.

Ever since she's gotten a boyfriend (just like Le-yi and Keith), she's been upstaging me constantly in front of him just to get a few laughs out of him, like making fun of my playing and saying things like "(bla bla), yeah, she can't compare to you."

WHAT THE FUCK?!

I KNOW I can't ever compare to that perfect man of yours, but that's no goddamnned reason to mock me in front of him!

I don't think she is even aware she's hurting me, but she IS. So I've been so much colder to her now, more snappish, more annoyed, and more impatient with her, but she's so infatuated with that boyfriend of hers she doesn't even realise it.

I'm not being jealous (I don't need to be). I'm just angry at her. She can't understand. Even if she finally did come to, she wouldn't care much. Oh, she's just jealous of us. That's no reason to break up just because of HER.

Fucking goddamnned world! Isn't there at least just ONE PERSON, who won't be influenced or changed so easily by others? I'm beginning to lose all the trust and friendship I've ever had.

Damn regret, I'll try to forget
Don't worry about me
'Cause I'm refined
Cast my line
To see what's behind
Did you think
You persuaded me
To let you go?