Thursday, May 17, 2007
When you go
Would you have the guts to say
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yester...day...

Hmm. I've been thinking a lot about love and shit like that. Maybe I should just stop moping about what I don't have and start badmouthing it instead. Muahaha.

To tell the truth, I'd rather play the field than stick to just one guy. Plus, I know that I'd soon get bored of the same guy (I'm evil, I know) and start looking around for other "targets". So if anyone asks me why I'm not jealous of who-and-who's relationship (I'M NOT HIGHLIGHTING ANYBODY IN PARTICULAR!), I'll just say, "Why should I? It's not like it will last."

Now that I think about it, what's the point of even BEING jealous? It just makes me hate the person(s) whom I'm jealous of. So, to all the goddamned fuckers who just say I'm just a hater and shit, guess what?

I DON'T FUCKING CARE ANYMORE.

And to think I got my brand new heck-care-about-love-and-just-focus-on-the-essential-shit from my new role model, Maou.

I love my new attitude! Being a "don't-carer" seems so much better than being emo (AGAIN, I'M NOT HIGHLIGHTING ANYTHING).

So, if you wanna call me a bitch who's simply hiding her jealousy behind a seemingly nonchalant attitude, you'll know what my new signature reply will be.

I. DON'T. FUCKING. CARE. SO, FUCK OFF!

Muahaha!

Anyway, I have orange eyes! At least, they're only hazel (T_T) but they look almost orange under the sunlight. That's probably the only feature I like about my face. I wanna have red/blue/purple eyes! But I guess having a unique eye color may not match with my face, so I guess I'll have to settle for just plain, ordinary, BORING, hazel.

She sits in a corner
Singing herself to sleep
Wrapped up in all of the promises
That no one seems to keep...