Saturday, September 27, 2008
You like the new theme? I decided to have a change now, my old blog and skin were EXTREMELY misleading to newcomers. For some reason, I'm obssessed with SIN, so I figured I might as well use a new blogskin. And a new URL.

Speaking of change. Good grief. Studies studies studies! I could bury myself in my notes. There's always something to be worried about nowadays.

I look at myself now in the mirror, and I think: "Is this REALLY me?"

Am I even who I want to be?

Such a bloody superficial thought, but I can't help it. I must confront this issue.

WHY IS IT THAT TWITS ARE MORE POPULAR THAN NORMAL PEOPLE?

I am NOT citing any examples, but it's so weird, ain't it? I mean, I look at other people's blogs and stuff. People who type like this: "yyarhs, shho rite, I go n tok boutt her" seem to be waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay more popular than people who type, well, like I do.

IS THERE SOME MAGNESTISM about twits or something?!

I look at my tagboard and think, "I'm so freaking unpopular. Nobody wants to tag my blog. Yet I type perfectly readable English and seem to have much more to my personality than twits."

Maybe I'm just a bit of a whiner, but I don't see any reason why twits are more popular than people like me.

God. I quit. I'm just so not cut out for writing this kind of material, am I?

Ohhh, forget it.

Last bit.

It was a pretty major decision at the time. I don't know if it really was a wise one. But each time I look back on it, different reasons pop up into my mind for what caused it to finally happen. I did love him, honestly, but all the hype about affection and romance are just tosh. All I want now is to concentrate on my studies. I just can't afford to fritter away anymore of my precious school time. I don't wanna retain this year. That's why it had to happen. All I wish now is for us to be good friends, best friends maybe, but probably nothing more for now.

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